Sunday night my best friend passed away in my arms. This was one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with. I felt helpless. Bubba, I love you still. I expect to see you every time I open the door. I still shuffle in the kitchen so as not to step on your feet. I still like to see your toys around the house. I will miss holding you in my arms the way you liked me to do. I liked it when you put your head on my shoulder and especially loved “booping” your nose with mine. I know you knew what it meant to me. I did not mind getting up in the middle of the night when you needed let out, nor did I mind walking you up and down the steps that you had trouble with at the end. You are the sweetest and most beautiful friend I have ever had. I miss you.
most beautiful puppy 
